Well, today was freaky. I got back my exams paper. And I failed science and IH. But I pass maths and malay. Tomorrow I will be getting back my literature, home economic and English exams paper. I wonder if I did well? Well, whatever happens there is no way back. So just accept what I got. Its better to know that you did your best and also learn from your mistakes. Well, for the very first time I had a high mark for malay in secondary school. =) and I’m glad that I did it. for maths, I was expecting that kind of results. But I know I can do better. And I made stupid mistakes that is so unreasonable that no one should like get it wrong. Well, too bad I cant turn back the clock. Well, school totally bored today. All we did was go through our exams paper. And tomorrow might be worst. Cause we will be having prodots and my group are probably going to be dead. Cause nothing was complete. SIGH! Well, I had a free time to think and so wrote this thingy. I don’t know what it is. Whether it is a lyric or a poem I don’t know. I kind of jut write what I felt. Haha. I find it a little weird but I just hope everyone like it. haha. =)

I hate myself
Because of you
I never felt this way before
You make me smile
You make me laugh
But all the while I’ve been faking it all

For all I want was to be myself
But because of you
I hate myself

I force myself to walk in the rain
To hide it all
The tears of pain
But I never notice
Never once were you there
To stop me
From doing it all

You bleed for a thousand years
While I cry for a million years
The next moment we were drowning
In a sea full of sorrows
Time after time
I felt the pain and hate in me
Towards you

But I know that
The one thing I want
Was the last thing I need
And that was you
But you never care
And you were never there

I couldn’t believe that you were so great
That you make my heart break
It seems that evil comes to disguised
While angels walk towards the light

You used to give me the strength to do things
With you there
Just makes me think that being with you tomorrow
Just gives me the strength to move on today

But no matter what happens
I know that you had a place in my heart
And no one can fill in
Except you

THAT LADYY

SITIhajar
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